Friday, March 28, 2003

evening. its a quiet dae after a busy afternoon at work lo. hate quiet daes sometimes. makes my mind think abt stuff. but still sometimes quiet dae means time to slp oso la. hmmm, sars is ok la. think if it was to come to me, den it will la. don wan to stop my routine just becoz of some virus. leave things to fate la. sometimes things happen or doesnt happen, even if u rilly try very hard. so wats the point lo. haha. i don even know whether i got the virus in me liao or not. 10 daes carrier state. but i won pass the virus til the symptoms appear. so think if can fever go doctor lo.

hmmm, supposed to have breaking todae, but think it was cancelled last min lo. thinking of coindrops and baby mills the whole dae. hope can do a bit, den practise and practise. she smsed me in the bus. felt so happy that she remembered me, haha. tml got breaking lo, wondering if i shld go. haiz, think i see how i feel tml. that dae saw a jacket lo, rather nice lehz. like old school kinda plain jacket, mainly black in colour, nice material nike one lo. hmmm, think i buy when i'm free to go to parkway. oh ya, that dae went out with her lehz, rather surprised that she would sms me to tell me that she wan to go mph to buy marker. tot she would ask her sis or something. it felt just like old times. almost forgot we werent wat we were b4 when she took my hand at the elbow. but reality hurt la, haha. sometimes must have heartbreaking relationships like ours to tell pp to appreaciate wat they have. hmmm, yongfeng and alicia shld work things out. maybe there's someone else in his heart. i don know wat's up with them. haiz. hmmm, feel like calling her to talk, but i think i shldnt, i might say things that she might not like, like this white hot light that i'm under, no wonder i look so sunburnt.... lalala.

the jacket is 91 dollars btw lo. she bought a puma shirt. realised that she had such a nice figure that i didnt notice before, think it doesnt rilly matter, but she's rilly attractive la. hmmm, she told me to go out and meet more girls, haha, it doesnt matter how many girls i meet, coz the heart is not there. maybe it would do her good when she goes university. lots of mature guys and well built, haha. eh, it won work anymore, i got this feeling. but nvm la. wats impt is the process, not the ending. weilin told me one, haha. guess she knows wat it feels, but she asked for it hor. heh. its 28 liao. three more daes and its two months liao. thirteen more daes it would be seven months liao. time flies.

ns coming soon. good good.

take care pp

peace out \/

gilbert =o|
gilbert at 3:42 AM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}